I can never think of titles for my posts. I guess I suck at summing stuff up huh?
I’m in a mood and thought process that I thought I would never be in. Because I have never acted in a manner to make it seem that I am a bad person.
So lately I started giving society more credit which now I think I should take back. Again I’ve had to re-learn that giving society a chance to redeem itself was a mistake. Society is still the same judgemental bitch who I always hated but still cared for because that’s how I am . (and well considering my career choice will still be doing so but hey that’s the kinda person I am and not what some people think.)
I was wrong when I thought that society is finally learning to be less judgemental and more accepting.
Who am I kidding?!
Nothing has changed!
It’s still the same judgmental bitch who doesn’t give a shit about a person’s feelings only labelling and accusing of actions which weren’t even committed!
Society doesn’t care.
In so many situations I’ve witnessed it myself. Society doesn’t care.
All this judging and labelling and criticism..!
As the years have gone by I’ve met so many many many many wonderful people who were so caring that they gave up so much to take care of others.
In a way it gave me hope that I could be who I wanted to be and everything would be fine.
But oh how I was wrong.
For a person who rarely tries to cause negative disruptions and tries to avoid conflict and pessimism as much as possible, it seems that some people around me would rather cause me conflict.
Some admitted to only doing it so I would react..
Well now they know haha.
I just feel empty now. I feel like a void, like a dark cloud just came over me.
I think you need to do something about your attitude. Your behaviour. Just you in general. Because of you the world has lost so many wonderful people who could have made a great difference in this world. I do not think you understand that it’s your fault.
Hope you rot,