I don’t always need to put a title

Yet I still wrote an actual title…

Is that counted?

So I’m sitting here now. In the lounge room (temporarily the computer has been moved here for this weekend =] ) after eating lnch MAAAAAN was that awesome food I am STUFFED like a turkey =D

I going to say…

UGH FOOD IN BEELLLLLYY TOO MUCCH WHY? *falls over*

not really haha

BUT I am sitting on the ground Xp Only cos I like to hehe

So yeah I was sitting here an just thinking of that idiot whose getting a tan ahahXD (I love Mel XD)

Miss that idiot, who will be quite aware of this later… maybe…? HAHA

I think not because they’re too lazy (THAT”S RIGHT YOU HEARD ME Come and bASH me I dare you :p)

OH We’re planning to have a stay over at school !!! (Does that show my love school?XD)

I’ll give more info later as I have to shower now hahah

Japan Probe

It’s a blog from a gazillion years ago..

I went looking a couple of weeks ago for an anime downloading site and all and I had a look around at  it

Yeah its got to do with Japan (By The Way just totally change size of font haha XD For no particular reason you know? LOL)

I was looking round and BAHAHAH!

I read some of the posts (I plan to put the linkks here)

-Japanese Breast Size Increaseing

This was basically saying that Japanese chicks no have gained sized in Boobs WOO WOO XD Not really HAHA At least there will be more variety in bras of Jap??

The blogger goes on the state various other statistics, and predict that the growth while continue until it peaks 30 years from now. After that point, Japanese breast size will decrease until it reaches zero(which is around what it must have been 100 years ago).

HAHAH Suckers! Nah jokes jokes I just think that is LAME! HAHA How nice are some people?

-Otaku Girls going for other chicks that dress up as Girly guys

I had a look at this and Say What? OK so does that count as Lesbianism? (No offence to you gals out there I’m  just questioning..)

And here I thought there were plenty of Japanese guys out there who dressed and put their hair in an effeminate style, but I guess they only date attractive women..

Yeah so did I but the majority of guys there aren’t that type. I mean thats what probably like 30% at the most? I would guess (Most would be in Tokyo no?) And that’s saying that only non-attractive girls do that cafe thing.. MEAN! I admit that the japanese are very eccentric people =] Ain’t stopping me from liking what they produce. (I MEAN ANIME AND STUFF NOT KIDS XD)

-Spice Girl Eats Japanese F-Cup Cookies

Check out the pic heh XD jokes!  Ok here they were saying the Mel C (AKA SPORTY SPICE) was gonna eat some cookie bars that say they make your boobs bigger (CHA Like ta see that happen!)

Manufacturers claim women can expect to see their breasts increase by at least a cup-size if they eat two cookies a day.

Ummm… OK does this seem like a scam to anyone else? LOL cos to me it just seems like a marketing scheeme to all those ladies without the big assets…

-The Perfect Bust: Japanese men & women rank female celebrities

Yeah These chick I bet are all fake hehe I should get Jeladi to check em for me HAHA (NOT REFERING TO MINE IDIOT)

Man But I gotta say some of them don’t look that bad HAHA XD (Shut up Tasha Shut UP! XD)

-Are real girls not imaginary enough for you?

This one takes the cake, the cookies and the trophy XD (I wanted to sound cool ok HAAH)

But that is just CREEPY!! Dude so glad our eye don’t look like that. I like me eyes thank you (Not including the bags >.> SLeep more…)  But haha check out the gallary cos that is some nightmarish shit there HAHA

And so this concludes the Japan Probe blog posts that I found interesesting HEHE

And I don’t care about my grammatical errors haha!

Adeiu Peoples!

So I ended it.

I ended it with my boyfriend..

It’s time for me to actually study.

I’m still keeping my blogs..

It allows me to vent at times when I need to so I’m keeping them. =]

But yeah like I said I ended it.

Good reason to because having boyfriends distract me >.>

(making myself sound like I’ve had that man XD)

I’m glad I did though…

I got the majority of my marks back

and I DID SHIT

In basically all of them

EVEN FAILED ONE

*sigh*

I’m gonna have to work REAL HARD to get that grade up. God Help me XD

SO where I USED to get As and Bs

I have received Cs and Ds

Fell REAL BAD

I’m glad with my legal mark though

I thought I was gonna get SHOT in that (and I mean SHOT LOL)

But I’m happy =]

NOW waiting for me PDHPE mark because the teacher hasn’t finished (I blame me writing.. need to work on that)

Maths was shocking! Not just for me but like everyone. I mean like a WHOLE class failed A WHOLE FUCKING CLASS!! SHOCKER!!!

I managed to pass (TGFT=Thank goodness for that) but by 57% however still alright…

English wasn’t so bad I could do better and I will. I’m going to work real hard and re-write all the essays and questions again!

But my glasses are AWESOME   they help alot =]

So yes My glasses are making me more nerdy which I appreciate. LET IT LAST THE YEAR AND I WILL BE HAPPY =]

Well My goal now is….

1.Stop MSN communication (But when Jeladi comes back I’ll be on here and there XD)

2.Study hard (I mean REAL HARD)

3. Re-write ALL MY NOTES (FUN)

4.Get ink so I can download those HSC papers

5. Eat properly and exercise (Need to be more healthy)

6. Practice practice practice!!

7.Be a total cool nerd from now on till November 13th!!! (then I get to chill BABY WOO WOO)

8. Start operation MO after that =]

So now I am off to wash my clothes =]

Need to take care of a whole bunch of things should be fun hahaha!

Anyways off to do that and see if I missed anything in my maths book T.T

BYE BYEE =]

TASHI

Hmm

Very bitchy previous post huh…

I head back to school on Wednesday,

Im dreading it because I really do think now that I completely bombed my exams.

Scared what mum is going to think,

Rest assured that my net prvilages will decrease largely

*sigh*

Too much stress, too many high expectations, too many problems.

I’m just gonna take a break from going to my sites for a while. Spend my time studying and going fucking mental from all the fucking studying I have to do because my mother is a fucking control freak T.T

“Just listen to what I say and your life will be set” Yeah YOUR life shows how fucking set it will be for me.

I’m tired I gotta get up at like 8 tommorow so I’m off to bed.

Jealousy

I just hate it.

I personally am not the jealous type.

Never really have been.

So why is it that who ever my partner is THEY HAVE A FUCKING JEALOUSY ISSUE!

GRRR It annoys the fuck outta me

Yes you I’m talking about you!

The fact that you get moody even if a guys name  is mentioned. A NAME.

FOR FUCKS SAKE!

and you wonder why I don’t always tell you everything.

It’s because of this.

This post is full of fucking anger for  fucking obvious fucking reasons

Don’t push it I’m serious.

You either get used to the fact thathere are guys in my life or it will end.

I’m just fucking sick of all of this…..

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I miss her.

I wanna talk to her again.

Open up to her.

AHHHGG I need her XD

Life is very limited without her.

But back to the issue.

Im serious here.

Even though I love you I do I love you a lot, this is going to get to me.

I’m really sorry.

And DO NOT ASK ME ABOUT THIS LATER.

I MEAN IT.

DONT ASK ME.

A chat I had recently

A lot of people know that I am not what my friend refers to as a “nester” I can’t settle down with the first person I meet and so on.

My boyfriend has a lot of time on his hands. He’s outta school, is working but is on call so he basically is told say less than a weeks notice, otherwise he’s at home.

I don’t have as much time, I have school, attempt to take care of the house, look after my baby sister and mum and then do what I need to do for myself.One thing I do not have is enough time.

My boyfriend and I live apart from each other, tad far too. (To the extent that there is a time difference)

A lot of his friends don’t really consider “this” a relationship and all. I was kinda shocked and sad of this fact, and I can’t say oh well here.

I spoke to a relative of mine about this and she agreed with them, I was shocked but even though I love this guy I do (he makes me smile, laugh and want to hug him) I still had that nagging thought in the back of my head.

I’ve been with him for a while now (3months and 19 days. Yes I actually kept count). I did know him for a bit longer than that though.

It’s a fear of losing me he told me.

*sighs* I just don’t anymore.

Maybe I should just lose contact with everyone for a while. Go into Hermit mode for a while….

Feel angry

Well me and my boyfriend had a sort of argument you could say…

I can’t stand being pulled back or controlled.

I don’t always listen to people

I’m not a fucking conformist
I hate that shit

I was looking at my ya know horoscope analysis and it basically described people under my sign.

I looked and thought hmm that is like me.

I can’t fucking help the fact that I don’t prioritise or whatever the fuck

GRR I’m soo fucking pissed off

I’m sorry but I’m always doing something

Life is fucking hectic as it is at the moment and I don’t need someone whose telling me that I don’t spend enough time with them
fucking get in line cos it’s not my fucking fault that I’m always fucking busy.

I love my boyfriend I do, but I’m one of those girls that needs her space from her bf once in a while.

I am so sorry if I’ve hurt you in any way but I need my space from you sometimes and others to at times.

Things have changed since we first met.

I’m not who I was last year.

I’m one of those people?

I guess… Because that’s what I’m being told?

A lot of people I know reckon that it’s hard for a guy NOT to like me (I really don’t see your point here ya know)

Are they basing this all on the people I know? Or something?

Yeah sure I’ve been hit on a couple of times etc but that’s just based on how I look (I think I’m alright lol…)

But then today I asked someone I know ya know outta curiousity what they like about me soo much  and this is what they actually and I mean actually said..

i think its the fact that i dunno that i like

Ahuh and that makes a lot of sense to me.. heres more

sooooo ur a very deep persn ey

its supposed to be a good thing it means that i dunno ur a lot more than wat u appear to be

hence the reason i said i dunno y i lyk u but its just the fact that i dunno y i like u that i like u

ur a lot more than u appear

JUST SO YOU KNOW! It’s not in THAT sense. They mean it as a friend thing =]

One friend said to me “Tash, you’re like an onion…Multilayered *smiles*”

HAHA

I love my friends (Or as Caz says “my people”)

HAHA

Well I’ll continue this later

I have a movie to finish watching with my family LOL (FUN ^.^

catcha, Tasha

School Photos

Who likes their school photos?

Really?

Do you?

I have always disliked my school photos (Only because I can take better pictures of myself still look presentable with a cheap camera AKA my phone =p)

I recently had my school photos taken.

I beleive that mine will suck (I’m just saying~!)

But yes another fantastic year of the dorky school photos HAHA

I had to take several pictures (Due to being in SRC and being Prefec)

Boys Make Girls Cry

I haven’t cried over many guys on;y a few for obvious reasons.

For the first time I cried when I missed him. WOW it was just shocking.

First time I’ve really cried over a guy LOL

Hope he doesn’t feel bad after reading this…

Hey I still have those doubts ya know: He only likes me cos I’m pretty or whatever (I don’t think that with YOU just so you know LOL)

But I don’t know what came over me.

Sometimes I really hate boys.
They don’t always know how much damage they think that we can cause them more damage. HAVE NO IDEA THAT YOU”RE COMMENTS AFFECT US!!!

Oh Oh Oh how about when we have a crush on a person?
I think they actually know that someone is crushing on them 80% of the time but they just won’t admit it lol (I can hear people going: IT”S NOT FUNNY)

Amiii is having that issue at the moment with the person whose gonna have a cream pie in their face if I ever see them.

I won’t elaborate on it. For her sake. But she cried because of him. Caused her grief. Oh You stupid photocopiers -.-

All us girls know this don’t we?
The countless time we’ve all cried over a boy and All.
The countless time we’ve stuff our faces to comfort ourselves.

We’ve all been there.

We’ll experience it till we find ‘him’ (Or the her for those other girls =])

Oh well. It’s life right?