333 Thoughts- It's only half evil

Looooooong road to weight loss

MeNtAlRuNaWaY — Tue, 06 Dec 2011 11:12:55 +0000

So after many moments thinking I have realised… that it is easier to lose weight if your single.

I think I just got a while bunch of jeez tash DUUUUUHHHSSSS out there haha

I was thinking about it the other day how when i was younger. I wasn’t interested in getting a boyfriend. I just wanted to be healthy and weigh less.

However I know, the way I chose to lose the weight was wrong in a way… I had two proper meals. Breakfast and dinner. Lunch would be two apples and a bottle of water at school. After school I would go on the exercise bike for 30 mins keeping my speed above 30km/hr.

I lost the weight and then the HSC exams started and I ate more healthy food at home but didn’t exercise… which was my downfall I know that…

And the uni started oh I so wasn’t ready for all those hours on campus and getting home just before 8PM… and then came along the bf who just kept feeding me but I still didn’t exercise….

Now that’s over…… I guess…..

Well at the moment I’m sick… but after this I need to get back on the bike and work out again… otherwise I’ll miss out on summer…

I think I’ll start blogging everyday about it when I start =)

Tagged: bf, losing weight, School

The Slow creeper which waits for you to be vulnerable and then BAM it pounces!

MeNtAlRuNaWaY — Thu, 01 Dec 2011 12:12:48 +0000

I’ve gained weight.

Every since High School ended I have gained weight and have been gaining weight… It’s always around this time…

I have noticed that I will eat more during exam time just to you know keep up energy.. sleep less these days and well be a total lazy bum and not do any exercise….

Hahah i just made a whole bunch of excuses with the truth hahah

It’s annoying though having gained so much weight… I guess not really having a serious serious partner at the time it was easier to diet, exercise and so on…

I have a lot of things to do now but I need to find a way to make time to exercise haha…

and of course to be a good girl and stick to a healthy diet with less junk food and all…

I think I have written something like this before… i don’t know…

But I feel sad… that I have gained so much weight without completely realising it…

I know I need to lose it.

I need to gain back that body I had before I turn 20 xD

I didn’t go to the gym then.. but I MAY try it out this time….

Time to work hard!!

Tagged: Getting back into it, Weight gain

No this isn’t self pity it’s venting and self admission you could say….

MeNtAlRuNaWaY — Wed, 23 Nov 2011 06:14:00 +0000

Lately I feel as if the only things that i seem to be thinking or saying are just negative… I’m not living up to my name of having hope and being optimistic. Maybe it’s all this stress, fighting, worries, not knowing what’s going to happen in the future or me just being uncertain and not knowing what to do anymore.

I’m loving my job. I really am! If I started hating it now, it would mean I just wasted the last two years on nothing.

But I need more work! I need job security…

I need help of course…

Sitting on the train and I can’t sit still

MeNtAlRuNaWaY — Tue, 27 Sep 2011 07:22:23 +0000

So I’m sitting here with music on my ears really itching to get up and dance!

Seriously feel line dancing haha cos good music playing and I just wanna get up go WOO WOO!!!!!! and jump and dance around haha

This weather is really getting on my nerves now… Really mother nature are you having run giving people hope that’s it’s going to be a sunny warm day and then you add this really cold wind to the mix! Why oh why??! =(
I’m sitting at the station freezing my ankles off lol yeah my ankles not my ass =p

So

yes i

can’t

be

bothered

writing

anymore

I’m

too

cold=.=

The boredom of me

MeNtAlRuNaWaY — Tue, 27 Sep 2011 07:21:31 +0000

Since I’m not feeling well ( stuck at home sick and not working >.< ) I got my sister to put a temp tatt haha Wizz Fizz =D

Tagged: Wizz Fizz

What flavor goes best with chocolate?

MeNtAlRuNaWaY — Sun, 04 Sep 2011 08:49:38 +0000

Caramel =D

Anything and Everything~~

You have been granted any superpower of your choice, the catch is that you must also accept one of these disabilities (deafness, blindness or being a paraplegic) which combination would you chose?

MeNtAlRuNaWaY — Sun, 04 Sep 2011 08:49:35 +0000

Shadow eye along with blindness…. make it like a negative picture???

Anything and Everything~~

How go assessments?

MeNtAlRuNaWaY — Sun, 04 Sep 2011 08:48:13 +0000

My assessments are… well I need to work harder xD

Anything and Everything~~

WHY?

MeNtAlRuNaWaY — Sun, 04 Sep 2011 08:48:09 +0000

HOW? 0.0

Anything and Everything~~

Life in a hectic world

MeNtAlRuNaWaY — Mon, 15 Aug 2011 21:17:51 +0000

We all know the world we live in its hectic ,erratic and always busy. And noisy oh man can it be noisy.

Everyone is so busy with their own lives to even stop and help someone on the street.

Yeah we can all hope and pray that one day everything and everyone will change and really start helping other.

Yeah I admit to being too busy in my own self pity world about my own issues to see people are hurting and suffering.

I don’t know if they even want to tell anyone…

But from today I’m losing this stupid self pity bullshit.

I wanna be there for those people and support them as much as I

can.

I’m

here

to

talk

let

all

these

emotions

thoughts

and

feelings

that

are

kept

inside.

For

all

those

that

know

me

know

that

I

don’t

care

what

the

issue

is,I

won’t

judge

of

laugh

on

your face

or

ridicule

you…

Remember

someone

always

care

s

what

‘s

going

on

in

your

life

and

always

will.

Studying

mental

health

nursing

had

made

realise

already

how

many

people

are

affected

by

this

hectic self caring and self pitying world we live on…..

1 in 5 will be affected by some form of mental disorder but not many people want to talk about these issues.

We’ve all been stressed, depressed, angry and just lost.

And I commend those people out there working to help everyone out there to speak up about issues that no one wants to talk about!

I hope to join you in the coming years to help and support.

Tagged: lost, mental health, world