It’s past midnight

Its officilly Sunday here and I’m not doing a thing. I’m suppose to be workinh on that essay that I gotta write on MONDAY 1ST PERIOD!!

 

On the TV screen is Billu (Bollywood BLAH BLAH….)

 

I’m gonna complain now..

 

The incident on Friday has lead to a domino effect which is pissing me off (not to mention the fact I’m close to Mensis -_- )

I get the fact that what I did was stupid…

 

I was pissed because of the blow which had led to Suada getting worried and wanting to see me p3

 

I don’t think this is fair.

 

If “they” can’t deal with the sentence that’s been passed well its not my fucking issue.

 

I try not to get real close to a person because things like THIS happen. It’s not ME that gets hurt it’s THEM.

 

I HATE it absolutely HATE  it when a person revolves their life around me. I am NOT that important to that point!

If its one thing people learn about me is that I don’t like centring myself. (I’m not a big fan of public speaking but I still do it)

*10 minutes go by*

HAAH I started watching Billu XD

But this thing is pissing me off and I miss preethi (and my phone hopefully FF gives it to me tommorow)

 

Hmmm..

It’s nearly 1230.. I think I might heaed off to bed (actually tonight it’s the lounge T.T)

 

Majority of people in this world SUCK and SHOULD BE karma’d !!

 

GRRRR

I don’t always need to put a title

Yet I still wrote an actual title…

Is that counted?

So I’m sitting here now. In the lounge room (temporarily the computer has been moved here for this weekend =] ) after eating lnch MAAAAAN was that awesome food I am STUFFED like a turkey =D

I going to say…

UGH FOOD IN BEELLLLLYY TOO MUCCH WHY? *falls over*

not really haha

BUT I am sitting on the ground Xp Only cos I like to hehe

So yeah I was sitting here an just thinking of that idiot whose getting a tan ahahXD (I love Mel XD)

Miss that idiot, who will be quite aware of this later… maybe…? HAHA

I think not because they’re too lazy (THAT”S RIGHT YOU HEARD ME Come and bASH me I dare you :p)

OH We’re planning to have a stay over at school !!! (Does that show my love school?XD)

I’ll give more info later as I have to shower now hahah

So I ended it.

I ended it with my boyfriend..

It’s time for me to actually study.

I’m still keeping my blogs..

It allows me to vent at times when I need to so I’m keeping them. =]

But yeah like I said I ended it.

Good reason to because having boyfriends distract me >.>

(making myself sound like I’ve had that man XD)

I’m glad I did though…

I got the majority of my marks back

and I DID SHIT

In basically all of them

EVEN FAILED ONE

*sigh*

I’m gonna have to work REAL HARD to get that grade up. God Help me XD

SO where I USED to get As and Bs

I have received Cs and Ds

Fell REAL BAD

I’m glad with my legal mark though

I thought I was gonna get SHOT in that (and I mean SHOT LOL)

But I’m happy =]

NOW waiting for me PDHPE mark because the teacher hasn’t finished (I blame me writing.. need to work on that)

Maths was shocking! Not just for me but like everyone. I mean like a WHOLE class failed A WHOLE FUCKING CLASS!! SHOCKER!!!

I managed to pass (TGFT=Thank goodness for that) but by 57% however still alright…

English wasn’t so bad I could do better and I will. I’m going to work real hard and re-write all the essays and questions again!

But my glasses are AWESOME   they help alot =]

So yes My glasses are making me more nerdy which I appreciate. LET IT LAST THE YEAR AND I WILL BE HAPPY =]

Well My goal now is….

1.Stop MSN communication (But when Jeladi comes back I’ll be on here and there XD)

2.Study hard (I mean REAL HARD)

3. Re-write ALL MY NOTES (FUN)

4.Get ink so I can download those HSC papers

5. Eat properly and exercise (Need to be more healthy)

6. Practice practice practice!!

7.Be a total cool nerd from now on till November 13th!!! (then I get to chill BABY WOO WOO)

8. Start operation MO after that =]

So now I am off to wash my clothes =]

Need to take care of a whole bunch of things should be fun hahaha!

Anyways off to do that and see if I missed anything in my maths book T.T

BYE BYEE =]

TASHI

A chat I had recently

A lot of people know that I am not what my friend refers to as a “nester” I can’t settle down with the first person I meet and so on.

My boyfriend has a lot of time on his hands. He’s outta school, is working but is on call so he basically is told say less than a weeks notice, otherwise he’s at home.

I don’t have as much time, I have school, attempt to take care of the house, look after my baby sister and mum and then do what I need to do for myself.One thing I do not have is enough time.

My boyfriend and I live apart from each other, tad far too. (To the extent that there is a time difference)

A lot of his friends don’t really consider “this” a relationship and all. I was kinda shocked and sad of this fact, and I can’t say oh well here.

I spoke to a relative of mine about this and she agreed with them, I was shocked but even though I love this guy I do (he makes me smile, laugh and want to hug him) I still had that nagging thought in the back of my head.

I’ve been with him for a while now (3months and 19 days. Yes I actually kept count). I did know him for a bit longer than that though.

It’s a fear of losing me he told me.

*sighs* I just don’t anymore.

Maybe I should just lose contact with everyone for a while. Go into Hermit mode for a while….

A post to a…….

A single choice changed everything.

A simple Yes or No

I’m glad with my decision becuase I wouldn’t have met someone like you who is so caring and sweet and silly ^.^

You make me soo happy and loved =]

I love you

Get used to my stubborness =]

You know you love it ;p

HAHA

I think you just the bomb!!!

Don’t think negatively. You do it too often LOL

Mr Jealousy is getting a bit too strong sometimes

Have a bit more faith love =)

LOVE YOU LOTS MY …………………………

xoxoox

Delayed … Mental mood

I haven’t written on here in a while and all I know… Um Later I’ll write about ANIMANIA at the moment cant be fucked =]

SO anyways

My exams are on at the moment.. I think I should be freaking out since it’s my preliminaries and all. But I don’t really feel like that….

But oh well! LOL

A lot of girls I know are kinda annoyed by the fact I ain’t freaking out like them.

I also have the tendency to pass my subjects…

I hope that happens this time round too…..

Well My head is killing me!

MENTAL ALERTNESS

NEVER HAVE I WANTED A FUCKING PUNCHING BAD SOOO FUCKING BADLY !!!!!

IM REALLY ANGRY NOW

LIKE REALLY PISSED OFF

I HATE BEING GROUNDED ITS SOO SHIT

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

I HATE U

I HATE U

I HATE U

!!!!!!@#$#%$&^*(&^^&^@$@!

******************* CAN GO JUMP

FUCK U

U PRICK

BASTARD

DIE!!!!!!

I like Dexter ^_^

Man I need ************************************************ (haha you don’t know what I need XD) really badly

I want sleep

and

freedom

but I can get sleep

but no freedom T.T how sad

OMFG

Amy spoke to me on msn and told me how Reita (from Gazzete) has changed so much and has become dark.

Previously it was Aoi who had changed and now it’s Reita

http://gazerock.freeforums.org/musiq-vol-13-aoi-interview-credit-to-christina-astraphile-t219.html