It’s past midnight

Its officilly Sunday here and I’m not doing a thing. I’m suppose to be workinh on that essay that I gotta write on MONDAY 1ST PERIOD!!

 

On the TV screen is Billu (Bollywood BLAH BLAH….)

 

I’m gonna complain now..

 

The incident on Friday has lead to a domino effect which is pissing me off (not to mention the fact I’m close to Mensis -_- )

I get the fact that what I did was stupid…

 

I was pissed because of the blow which had led to Suada getting worried and wanting to see me p3

 

I don’t think this is fair.

 

If “they” can’t deal with the sentence that’s been passed well its not my fucking issue.

 

I try not to get real close to a person because things like THIS happen. It’s not ME that gets hurt it’s THEM.

 

I HATE it absolutely HATE  it when a person revolves their life around me. I am NOT that important to that point!

If its one thing people learn about me is that I don’t like centring myself. (I’m not a big fan of public speaking but I still do it)

*10 minutes go by*

HAAH I started watching Billu XD

But this thing is pissing me off and I miss preethi (and my phone hopefully FF gives it to me tommorow)

 

Hmmm..

It’s nearly 1230.. I think I might heaed off to bed (actually tonight it’s the lounge T.T)

 

Majority of people in this world SUCK and SHOULD BE karma’d !!

 

GRRRR

MENTAL ALERTNESS

NEVER HAVE I WANTED A FUCKING PUNCHING BAD SOOO FUCKING BADLY !!!!!

IM REALLY ANGRY NOW

LIKE REALLY PISSED OFF

I HATE BEING GROUNDED ITS SOO SHIT

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

I HATE U

I HATE U

I HATE U

!!!!!!@#$#%$&^*(&^^&^@$@!

******************* CAN GO JUMP

FUCK U

U PRICK

BASTARD

DIE!!!!!!

I like Dexter ^_^

Man I need ************************************************ (haha you don’t know what I need XD) really badly

I want sleep

and

freedom

but I can get sleep

but no freedom T.T how sad

Damn

I wrote this before but it got deleted -_- stupid thing.

Anyways….

A couple of weeks ago, while Brina (my sister) was sick. I was catching the train and stuff

I met up with a friend of mine who happen to live in the same suburb as me. We saw each other in the mornings and caught the train together and talked and what not.

The first time we met I was umm somewhat nervous and all XD

It was a hello with a peck on the cheek. This idiot knows how to piss me off so that’s what they were doing most of the time.

The goodbye was weird but meh I lived XD

We did this a couple of times and yer XD

And then …….

We also met up outside of that in another place.

All I’m gonna say is what happened in that place stays there =)

But anyways I got in trouble for being home late. And I’m grounded! I’m not sure how long though.. XD

But I spose to go to this persons place to tutor them but can’t.

And now they are avoiding me!!! Or ignoring me or something they’re just not talking to me!!

Stupid fuck!!!

I can’t believe that for some stupid reason I was on the verge of liking this person.

Well that’s done and gone with.

And I’m not heartbroken =)

Go me ^.^